Today, with sounds in the head, recieves sounds from the outside is frustrating.
Well, been quite upset, flare a rare temper on messanger though mind you doesn't have any form of vulgarity inside it.
Initially joking as burn out but seems i got burned by sounds from others.
Slowly the flames lit up and the blood began to boil.
Guilty? I felt not to the person I am talking to but felt for the others.
In here deep down in my heart, I will like to apologise to the one person who take the trouble to come school for just a meeting and another for the trouble in preparation of items needed for days to come.
Growth of hate start to escalate for the person who thought of no answer but capable of pointing fingers and weakness prehaps...
Fine, I say to myself, one can do it the hard way or the easy way... as if I had not said anything bad about me.
Thoughts of solutions became bubbles in the air with milliseconds away from destruction.
Trying to make up for mistake but recieve no chances to repent for the wrongdoings.
Feeling sorry to myself? NO! Never felt it.
In moments, human emotions slips away leaving the husk behind
I felt nothing...NOTHING, I say.
Remember me one last time as a social person for as I reverting back to my true empty self.
Never been angry yet emotionless before...
What are the plans? Tomorrow, I would send and apology mail to the in charge and personal apologies using messanger.
Though it doesn't help...but that is all I can do as reversing time is totally a fictional idea.
One question remain to the person whom my anger emotion went to...
WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?
Be a human, slave or the animal, I do not care for the empty body contains no emotion.
I no longer have the need to say anything as for you see the depression is setting in.
Does making one depress and felt shameless makes one happy?
I fret not!
I shall be empty for this day on.
If ever shall thou read this, remember that it's the words of yours that pushes me to the edge.
I am no longer who you think I am...
posted by Dogz Lifez @ 9:46 PM
Well...Finally posted? LOL!!! Kind of lazy since the last post and yea it have been almost 6 months lor. Suddenly now posting coz well...feels like it hahahaha!!!
Just decided to post now but mind drawing blank...It is like I want to write but somehow can't think of things to write now...Bad timing eh? LOL!!! After 2007 is over, thinking back, it has been a good year so far and I don't really regret it. PLUS I am happy that I had all the classmates from last year. THX ALL!!! I seldom dislike classmates onli sometimes chemistry does it works then yea dislike becomes normal. So well, luckily, 2007 classmates are ones that I do not really have a linger of dislike in them LOL!!! Seems quite self centred in judging people huh! Well to me it happens naturally, so ya don't really blame me please? LOL!!!
Although it is late to mention 2007 now but now the new year aint that bad either!!! Meet new people on the job, new friends and now new CLASS!!! Kind of exciting for me but well I am the slient type of people so yep wont be speaking. Some of them I know from last year and well nice working with them again.
So far, my final year project is kinda stressful even though I looked relax and slow but yea it gets to me from time to time. Oh well have to complete it LOL!!! No choice hahahaha!!!
Had chalet and yea got pics but wont been doing any uploading coz it kinda tiring...let me off this time can? LOL!!! Anyways, hope you all are not bored by words LOL!!! Coz it is lengthy!!! LOL!!!
I think I stop here for a while...the next time I update maybe 6 months later??? LOL!!!
posted by Dogz Lifez @ 12:31 AM
Things to say...
Well to start off, a lot of things happen these few weeks and it is very fun. Let's start with the homework bash...
Homework??? RP doesn't really have it but one of my friend Zeith sama say she got and well, ShiHui and I go and help her a little at the same time having fun lol!!! Anyways, we go to her house and then start helping her with her 3D shapes and well, it is horrible as I have to do calculation and got it wrong coz I cannot visualize it 3D and make it diffcult to cut and form the shapes. It must be exact somemore and it is darn hard but well we tried and do until 12 midnight and shihui have to go.
These is each of our foot and well it is obvious whose is whose...
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This is me showing how nice is this cream pie(i think)...
Well these pictures posted are edited lol!!! Also for that day we got tired of doing and take some pictures hahaha!!! I look so girly...not till you see the next picture.
So after that not too long, we have a stayover at Zeith sama house!!! This means more picture taking and more fun. We watch dead slience and also some other tv drama. We also cook the curry rice and eat which is damn nice but then well I help in washing hahaha!!! I not really know how to cook hahaha!!! Here comes the pictures...
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I feel this is nicer picture coz it is natural and well I still look girly...
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For this is the only picture with Zeith sama lol!!!
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Our curry rice...did not garnish well...
Lastly, the event is chalet!!! Well our whole group have a chalet and it is like very fun!!! The people there are fernz, clar, russ, peiqi, peiqi's baby(lol), matt, hockmeng, zeith sama, shihui, cleve(hope I don't spell it wrong), junwen, weiren, xue hua and of coz me!!! Anyways, weiren and junwen is like never meet for a long time and well it is nice to meet again!!! Oh ya cleve also so long never meet hahaha!!! Anyways, the first night was fun and we never really sleep for me and russ, so we play nds with the most famous game cooking mama!!! LOL!!! Then well, the second night is like so disturbing coz russ and xue hua keep calling my name making me cannot sleep!!! Anyways, the second day, russ go swimming and matt and me watching him coz well we don't want to swim and russ insist we have to watch him...Tsk tsk like a kid sia... Anyways, got go party world and sing hahaha!!! Kind of funny but I fell asleep halfway but it is for a while lol!!!
Here comes the pictures...
I think this is only one picture I look nice so I don't show the rest hahaha!!!
That is all, I had a fun time these few weeks hahahaha!!!
posted by Dogz Lifez @ 3:24 PM
Funny Funny Funny!!!
Wah today si bei funny!!! Nothing much when going out as we talk normal things but then at night it is so damn funny!!!
It is like we were laughing the clothes and how er xin we look when we wear like that. I don't really get the funny part about I wearing the orange singlet which is like errr it is funny coz it will look si bei er xin LOL!!! Anyway when going to watson, they have those kind like makeup the circle kind of things. You just have to put your finger and rub on the back of the hand to see whether it is good or nice on you. Then here comes the story... As we looking and then SHI HUI trying testing it using her finger to see whether the colour suits her. She try three circle in a row and move to the top to try the fourth one and when she did the action of putting her finger and rubbing her hand, I ask her..."Errr don't you think this thing need to open up the lid first?" It is like so funny she try the first three circle and it is like she don't know that need to open the lid then can take the powder and rub on her hand!!! We laugh until like siao la!!! LOL!!! Anyway it happen twice in the oppsite way!!! It is like the other row is open then she and I try to open it la!!! LOL!!! I think we all scare ler hahaha!!! Then her finger like omg!!! Go dig into the powder until got lines lor!!! Still it is like not the end la!!!
When want to take bus, she buy drink from those vending machine where the cup drop and the liquid just drip through some holes. Then she take it out kena a bit of milo/coffee stains from the sides. She somemore go clean it on the banner on the wall la!!! LOL!!! Not only that when we reaching the bus waiting area for no. 81, the bus come liao then we chiong towards it and quickily drink that drink that she brought coz no cover and if on bus sure spill and like we chiong drinking, passing each other the drink, forcing ourself to drink with all those tiny ice in our mouths!!! SO COLD!!! In the end we just throw away the remaining coz cannot make it in time!!! Up on the bus we slowly chew the ice!!! LOL!!!
Anyway today is damn funny la even more funny than yesterday and I think hor the makeup that one sibei funny!!! LOL!!!
posted by Dogz Lifez @ 1:03 AM
Funny Funny!!!
Ok recently I have not been updating as there are many things happening but I am too lazy to type all about it.
Simply, I have no school liao coz it is the holidays!!! HAHAHAHA!!! I have so many free time but I think most of the time I go and so the PP project which I will be doing on SPCA. So today, it is quite funny when going vivo as the train shut me out!!! I got stuck outside while the rest is inside hahaha!!! Then later I go find them lol!!! Quite a funny experience!!! Another thing is that at the art friend, the jokes of school bag and pouch is darn funny!!! Kind of lazy to explain but yea it is funny!!! Also We go Carl's Jr and it is damn nice to eat also the fish is great!!! I like it better than Long John Silver!!! Reason maybe is not too dry!!! Then go home is kind of tired as we do shopping nearly the whole day and as usual I never buy anything.
So I think that is about all coz there is nothing much today except for the weird dream I have which is too bizzare and not really feel like explaining it.
posted by Dogz Lifez @ 11:44 PM
I AM BACK!!!
Hahaha!!! Finally I am back to blog even though I could have done it earlier but nowadays the RJ I have been doing is draining all my brain cells!!! LOL!!! Thatz why it takes me long to blog hahaha!!!
Anyway, I am here to clean up this dusty blog!!! Hmmm... I changing the song coz it is boring by now hahaha!!! So there aint nothing much to say since there are nothing much happening. People birthday celebration, going kbox, meeting new classmates is already past and nothing much to say about them. Just Love the SONG LOL!!!
So just update that it is going to be a fun holiday soon I think LOL!!! Can't wait for Holiday LOL!!! I thinking of changing theme for my blog but I haven had time to design it yet LOL!!! So ya stay along to see my design hopes it doesn't sux!!!
posted by Dogz Lifez @ 4:24 PM
Some clothes at my working place!!!
Well been working for almost a week and I couldn't resist to take some clothes pictures!!! All the clothes you see are from Hang Ten at CentrePoint and can be also found at Plaza Singapura!!!
Very common but nice as my camera sux!!! New arrival somemore!!!
This is good!!! See the next picture for how exactly it look like!!!
Cool isn't it? I love the design!!!
This look like russ jacket...
It is his jacket and it is only $29!!!
This is so winter!!! But it is darn nice too!!!
Well all this are clothes that I like!!!! ^^ So if you do like it, Come down to Hang Ten!!! Anyway all this products are from Hang Ten and the reason I post this pictures is not to promote Hang Ten but to show the clothes that draw me into looking at it more and more!!!
See you later people as the work still continues!!!
posted by Dogz Lifez @ 12:39 AM
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