Book to the inner demon inside of me...
Yesterday, went to open the book of inner demon inside of me...
Saw the evil thoughts and depressing thoughts inside of it...
Damn depressed and slowly, emotions of anger and confusion came out...
It is as though I have been controlled by my demon...
Letting my demon take my mind...lose in the maze of my mind created by my demon...
Sometimes, what I type don't feel like it is me...
It is like the demon had control of my body...
Where is my angel...?
Will he/she appear if I found the book of angel...?
I think I have reached to the ultimate depression le...
Yesterday was the last straw...
My angel perhaps lose to the demon and rest liao...
Harted, confusion and depression is what now I experienced...
No mortal words can get through me as it becomes like a whisper...
Unable to reach me at all...
No longer believe there is a thing call friends anymore...
Think that life is just a pain...
Just go and die and forget about it...
If someone console me, I will take it as they pity at my pathetic existence...
I just go and die and let people forget about me...
It is better that way...
Throw me in the coffin and send me off to hell...
Let Death be torturing for me...
Visiting hell will be the best thing ever have...
It reminds me about someone I talk with...
I speak of how is he to die...
Perhaps, I caused him to be even depressed...
In that case, it is one wrong deed so bring me to hell...
Tried to close the book...
Can't closed it...
All I can do is stand there...
Crying...
Hoping to find the angel...
Hoping to close the book...
But all was nevertheless...
USELESS...
A pathetic excuse for a human being...
Lost in the deep dark thoughts forever...
Pyro,
Prince of Lies and Falsehood,
Flamez Outz!
posted by Dogz Lifez @ 10:14 AM