Call me irresponsible
Call me unreliable
Throw in undependable, too
Do my foolish alibis bore you?
Well, I'm not too clever, I
I just adore you
So, call me unpredictable
Tell me I'm impractical
Rainbows, I'm inclined to pursue
Call me irresponsible
Yes, I'm unreliable
But it's undeniably true
That I'm irresponsibly mad for you
Do my foolish alibis bore you?
Girl, I'm not too clever, I
I just adore you
Call me unpredictable
Tell me that I'm so impractical
Rainbows, I'm inclined to pursue
Go ahead call me irresponsible
Yes, I'm unreliable
But it's undeniably true
I'm irresponsibly mad for you
You know it's true
Oh, baby it's true
About Me...
Name: Soon Jian Tai Hasita
Aka Hiroshi, Matsu Aburakoji, Ghost, Witch, LiLeutral and IT Helpdesk
Age: 18
Birthday: 19/02/1988
Republic Polytechnic
Diploma in Biotechnology Year 1
Likes: DUH! Dogs!
Cartoons like Balto!
Anime like Bleach
Ginga Densetsu Weed!
Dislike: Domestic Cats!
No offence!
Hobbies: Playing music, Writing, Pencil Shading And Reading!
Friday, April 11, 2008
Today, with sounds in the head, recieves sounds from the outside is frustrating.
Well, been quite upset, flare a rare temper on messanger though mind you doesn't have any form of vulgarity inside it.
Initially joking as burn out but seems i got burned by sounds from others.
Slowly the flames lit up and the blood began to boil.
Guilty? I felt not to the person I am talking to but felt for the others.
In here deep down in my heart, I will like to apologise to the one person who take the trouble to come school for just a meeting and another for the trouble in preparation of items needed for days to come.
Growth of hate start to escalate for the person who thought of no answer but capable of pointing fingers and weakness prehaps...
Fine, I say to myself, one can do it the hard way or the easy way... as if I had not said anything bad about me.
Thoughts of solutions became bubbles in the air with milliseconds away from destruction.
Trying to make up for mistake but recieve no chances to repent for the wrongdoings.
Feeling sorry to myself? NO! Never felt it.
In moments, human emotions slips away leaving the husk behind
I felt nothing...NOTHING, I say.
Remember me one last time as a social person for as I reverting back to my true empty self.
Never been angry yet emotionless before...
What are the plans? Tomorrow, I would send and apology mail to the in charge and personal apologies using messanger.
Though it doesn't help...but that is all I can do as reversing time is totally a fictional idea.
One question remain to the person whom my anger emotion went to...
WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?
Be a human, slave or the animal, I do not care for the empty body contains no emotion.
I no longer have the need to say anything as for you see the depression is setting in.
Does making one depress and felt shameless makes one happy?
I fret not!
I shall be empty for this day on.
If ever shall thou read this, remember that it's the words of yours that pushes me to the edge.
I am no longer who you think I am...
posted by Dogz Lifez @ 9:46 PM
Saturday, April 05, 2008
Well...Finally posted? LOL!!! Kind of lazy since the last post and yea it have been almost 6 months lor. Suddenly now posting coz well...feels like it hahahaha!!!
Just decided to post now but mind drawing blank...It is like I want to write but somehow can't think of things to write now...Bad timing eh? LOL!!! After 2007 is over, thinking back, it has been a good year so far and I don't really regret it. PLUS I am happy that I had all the classmates from last year. THX ALL!!! I seldom dislike classmates onli sometimes chemistry does it works then yea dislike becomes normal. So well, luckily, 2007 classmates are ones that I do not really have a linger of dislike in them LOL!!! Seems quite self centred in judging people huh! Well to me it happens naturally, so ya don't really blame me please? LOL!!!
Although it is late to mention 2007 now but now the new year aint that bad either!!! Meet new people on the job, new friends and now new CLASS!!! Kind of exciting for me but well I am the slient type of people so yep wont be speaking. Some of them I know from last year and well nice working with them again.
So far, my final year project is kinda stressful even though I looked relax and slow but yea it gets to me from time to time. Oh well have to complete it LOL!!! No choice hahahaha!!!
Had chalet and yea got pics but wont been doing any uploading coz it kinda tiring...let me off this time can? LOL!!! Anyways, hope you all are not bored by words LOL!!! Coz it is lengthy!!! LOL!!!
I think I stop here for a while...the next time I update maybe 6 months later??? LOL!!!
posted by Dogz Lifez @ 12:31 AM
